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14 January 2014 @ 09:44 pm
I didn't notice and its already 2014. How time flashes by.

I'm so inspired this year; and I'm currently plotting a new YunJae fanfiction. I know it's not their best year together but they're my OTP so if there is a story that must be written then I will write.

How dedicated am I? I should get an award for this.

Still waiting for the return of the kings; and the return of two destined souls.

Status: In waiting......
04 November 2012 @ 04:00 pm
Hello my dear LJ, we've meet again!

It's been so long since I left you.

Oh, is that what you call "hiatus"

I'm sorry but I have been busy,

I live in a world you call reality.

Waking up early,

Riding to work clean,

Typing and writing

and drinking a cup of coffee.

Giving a sigh

While I look outside,

Wishing I was home writing

Or maybe doing actually nothing.

So I hope you understand,

That you are not forgotten

It's just this kind of life

seemed to be a bother.

I hope you hear my reason

that I visit you every week

but remain silent behind the name

and never leave even a note.

I can't seem to find the story to tell

or the time to converse 

so don't be disappointed

and try to understand.

Now I bid you goodbye, 

and wish you well.

See you a day or two, 

and again I will remain mute 

only for you. 
I'm thinking of re-writing some of my YunJae fanfiction, and I'm also thinking of writing new fan fics for them.

I'm thinking of writing something slightly critical and serious, away from the creative and everyday daydream of mine.

I'm thinking of writing in some other blog for my "slightly critical and serious" essay. 

Hope all these thoughts transform into something productive.

02 August 2011 @ 09:17 pm

It sucks when.....

no one reads your journal entry.

i'm too busy, with my life, to even post a single sentence.

11 July 2011 @ 10:20 pm

okay, as i posted my I'M BUSY entry, I realized that my journal is F***up.

What happened to my journal....!!! damn it...!!

Going to repair these damages soon.

11 July 2011 @ 10:17 pm

I'm busy.

08 April 2011 @ 02:35 am

Corset Gown and Rupert Everett


On this squeaking corridor,

I saw your wooden door slightly ajar.

Your shirt clutched your slim body

like the corset gown I’ve worn during my prom night.

It illuminated your shoulders like Rupert Everett

as you heave in your sleep.

When the clicking sound of metal knob echoes.

With haste,

I shut my door with a vibrating thud.


08 April 2011 @ 02:28 am

Streets of Makati

Fear lives in a condominium

sunk in a flood of water,

three blocks away from my house.

Wearing silk clothes

with unevenly sewn sleeve.

When the earth beneath my feet turned to solid

like the dried raindrops on the concrete ground.

Fear ventured out of its box frame,

drowned in the sea of people

on the streets of Makati. 


05 April 2011 @ 02:14 pm
Hear Ye! Hear Ye! Hear Ye!

All my previous YJ fan fictions will be ?down? for editing.

I saw so many grammatical mistakes that I

want to hide myself from shame.

Also, I think my new layout sucks!

And lastly, I'm going to upload some of my

literary pieces when I was in college.

Some poems, essays etc....

Current Mood: productiveproductive
15 March 2011 @ 03:49 pm
Is LJ account getting extinct.

Personal account yes, maybe,

Community account definitely, no.

We have facebook & twitter accounts to keep

personal track on our friends & acquaintances

and PM for our most intimate friends.

Wordpress & Blogspot

as an alternative blog.


Are we saying goodbye?

Hope not.


I think I'm going to start rewriting some of my pending

yunjae fanfiction for yj communities.

YunJae couple will also be extinct if

this harsh lawsuit continues to drag our members relationship

in a nearby cliff.


Well, its time for me to arrange some of my files

check, compile and delete.
Current Mood: blankblank
24 February 2011 @ 03:35 pm
Some people might think,

"hey she's dead!"

but actually

I'm very much alive.

I frequently check LJ communities for updates

its just I don't post anything on my account.

Try looking for a job,

studying at the same time,

plus other activities I do

like reading lots and lots of books.


People these days just don't understand you.

They can't be reasonable.


Current Mood: rushedrushed
31 December 2010 @ 01:21 pm

Nightmare is Dream

Fear is Life

Both are quite similar.

Hunting is Dream

Sorrow is Life

Both are quite similar.

The Hunting

I'm searching, searching  for a place where I can hide,

A place where you can't find.

One day you will notice

that I belong to a different place.

How loud is your call

How painful is your cry

Those will remain unheard in the passing of time

Everything I hold dear

should slowly disappear

for if I cling to it

the sorrow won't heal

Its better if I let those days pass

And start to forget the past

Time must take

All my memories away

So I shall start

This new life I have

And build new memories

Until one day

My preceding life

Hunts my very being.


Current Mood: tiredtired
20 December 2010 @ 01:01 am

Things I need to accomplish before my time has come or....

If a miracle happens on the day my soul decides to leave this earthly body.

  • In which pink petals falls from the sky
  • In which it rains of orange and yellow
  • In which the world turns to white
  • In which the ground turns rough but soft, the water turns red and so as my sight.
  • In which the landscape of British mountains and fields becomes alive.
  • In which I stand in a red pyramid, high above the ground
  • In which a city and a pyramid is lite with lights through rotating vehicle I ride and where two pillars meet at the center of the street. 

Where or where I will see these things before my time stopped ticking on me....
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative